May 2012
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lilytrang:
You looked at me with sad eyes because you know your love is fading and the distance is growing. You told me to forget you, but I told you that I couldn’t. I couldn’t possibly forget the sound of your voice, the way you saved me, the look in your eyes, and the way you adored me. You looked at me with sadness that I couldn’t explain, but your eyes told me you were leaving to somewhere....
Always caught up in all these unexpected...
Every time you bring this subject up I feel deeply saddened and ashamed of all the wrong that I have done towards you. It was completely unintentional. I had no idea things would turn out this way. I know you understand my reasons and accept my apologies and I’m glad you do but I know you will still feel resentment. It’s just ironic that I’m going through the same thing as you...
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“I love you just cause you’re you, there is nothing like you. You make me happy...”
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So tell me you love me only for tonight, only for...
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ohsnapitsjackie:
Mike Posner ft. Big Sean |...
If only you knew how my brain worked. How fucked up my thoughts could be. Hmm. I really do not care to explain myself at this moment.
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Let me fall out of love.
There is a reason why I private everything.
It would be so nice if I could just leave and escape all my problems right now. I just want to go far away and never come back to this shit hole.
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I'm in a fucking turmoil.
My mind is a great mess at this very moment. I can’t think straight. I don’t want to sleep feeling so tense. Everywhere is just so confusing. I can’t find peace within myself. God I just feel so restless. Every time I try to think, all I get in return is deafening silence. I just don’t get it.
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Omarion - Ice Box
I’m so cold. I’m so...
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“Love is not only a feeling. Feelings can be there one day and gone the next....”
– Pastor
Anonymous asked: Who is your best friend?
I feel like despite how swell everything is I’m still going to feel this tinge of unhappiness deep inside my brain. It’s like I’m not letting myself feel content with life although I have all the reason to. I mean what more could I ask for? I don’t want to be selfish, I just want to be genuinely happy again. It’s hard to live without something you always thought you...
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So the season is technically over besides sections for girls but I’m so proud of the boys BC team for taking places 1-3 in singles and doubles! Words can’t describe how hard you guys have worked this season and you earned it. Also congratulations to the girls team for placing for sections. A big shout out to Monica and Kirsten for getting first place! I’m so proud of everyone...
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why did the banana go to the hospital?
because it wasn’t peeling very well.
Getting enough sleep every night would be nice but somehow sleep is never enough. I have no clue why I have been up for no particular reason these past weeks. I wish I could just sleep forever.
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Train - Drive By
I’m tired of this stupid shit. I really am.
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Stop fucking lying to yourself.
April 2012
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This is pathetic. [[MORE]]How I’ve been feeling the past week. It really is. There’s so much shit I want to say. There’s so much things I want to know. There’s so much I want to do. There’s so much to express. There’s just so much I want to understand but can’t. I don’t know anymore. I just want to know how you feel, if you’re happy or not....
Tonight - John Legend ft. Ludacris
What a sleepless night.
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Here I am awake when I should be sleeping. I don’t really know where to start with this except to say I feel so genuinely and truly sad. Well that isn’t surprising at all I mean, who wouldn’t be after all of this?
When this first started, I was quite afraid but happy at the same time. I could finally have what I wanted and that was simply put as you. This was the happiest time...
Anticipating.
I wish you understood me. But then again, who does anyway? Not even myself.
Wondering why I am always caught in such inconvenient predicaments.
Sitting around feeling sorry for yourself won’t change a damn thing. You’re tired of being lonely? Go do something about it. All I hear is just people wanting all these things and don’t even bother trying. “I’m always sad. I’m always lonely. I wish someone cared.” Nobody cares because you’re simply sitting around wallowing about in your own misery....
Doing It Wrong-Drake ft. Stevie Wonder
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Is being selfless really a good thing? You just live life being taken advantage of all the time. Sacrificing yourself for people who don’t deserve it as much as you do. Putting other people’s happiness first before your own. Never questioning the motive of others, just being accepting towards everything they do. Not expecting anything in return so you never have to be disappointed. How...
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I have many reasons to be happy but sometimes it just isn’t enough. Eh. Maybe I’m expecting too much.
It’s difficult to explain how I have been feeling lately. It’s like a clash between loneliness and unsatisfaction. I’m not really unhappy but I just feel like things could be better. I thought everything was fine until I started to really think about how things are especially when it comes to my social life. I kind of feel like shutting my self away from people as bitter as that...
johnyr:
I wish you were here so we could end up falling back asleep. It’s too early in the morning to be tossing and turning. I just need the comfort of another. To have and to hold. There’s nothing like having you against me, especially in the still of the morning. Where the birds chirp, as the willows weep, and we’re safely sound asleep. Covered in blankets from head to toe while being snug...
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I love having someone there willing to listen. To just hear me out of my good and bad days without any sort of judgement against. A person I can trust with everything, my secrets and all. Just someone to help me go through all the rough patches with assuring advice and comfort along the way. Someone who simply understands absolutely everything about me. You never know when you might just need a...
I had strong intentions in making this day a good day. Too bad I always let the simple things make a big impact on how my day goes.
Woke up feeling quite happy and peaceful. Not much worries at all, just a little tired but that was just it. Until Michelle texts me that she has bad news to tell me later. So I go to fourth period wondering what the news is. After breaking the news to me, I felt so...
I’m starting to get that homesick feeling where everything sucks and nothing feels right.
March 2012
I fucking hate your stupid fucking ass. I hate you I hate you I hate you. You are so fucking inconsiderate. I fucking help your stupid self out. It’s your FUCKING FAULT FOR FUCKING GIVING YOUR NUMBER TO PEOPLE WHO ARE FUCKING CRAZY PSYCHO BITCHASSES. SHIT. IT’S NOT MY FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY. FUCK. GET THE FUCK OUT. I fucking told your ass I was going to fucking bed and you still...
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Well everything is back to being shitty yet again. How wonderful.