I’m starting to get fed up with you. You really do act like you’re the big boss of everyone sometimes. I honestly do not care about what you do but I DO care about how uptight you’re being on me about the dance. It seriously is no big deal yet you are always so controlling and criticizing. It’s not fair to me since I’m the one who’s choreographing the girl’s dance. It’s MY time to actually do something for the club but you never let me. It’s as if you take me for granted which I hate so much. There have been many times where I just want to quit since I’m NEVER appreciated EVER by you. Seriously. You don’t even think I’m WORTH a council position. When people suggested it you were always just like “Uh no.. that’s not worth it.” So what, I’m not a secretary or a treasurer but I put more time into my job than anyone else! Hours and hours on end of fucking making up choreo with you. You don’t know how frustrated I feel sometimes.
And apparently me being head dance choreographer means NOTHING TO YOU. Even our adviser says he wants all dances to be processed looked over by me. Not just you! You don’t get to make all the decisions yourself. And another thing I fucking hate is how you never even listen to me or anyone else’s opinions or ideas! Do you know how annoying it is to constantly be shot down over and over again, never being heard? You only listen to her! Just because she’s your friend. Apparently her opinion matters the most out of all of us! It’s stupid and unfair. Every time I suggest something it’s always ‘stupid’ or never taken seriously. You think everything I say is a joke and it’s not. What the hell is the point in asking me what I think if you’re not even going to listen to what I say? All you do is bag on my ideas and dismiss it. Might as well not even talk to me.
I feel like the most under-appreciated person ever. You don’t even think my job is important at all! Oh really? How do you think practices would run without me? Who’s going to actually to dedicate their own time to do all this work for you? Who’s going to teach the other kids and council members? Who!? I could be out doing better things than this but I chose to dedicate my time to the club because I want to. I like dancing, no actually I love dancing. It’s a passion. It’s a way to express my feelings without words. Even if it just seems like nothing to you, it’s something important to me. I feel like you only do things because you’re supposed to, not actually for your passion of running a club.
First of all I don’t like being told what to do by anyone like you. I have nothing against you at all. You’re a cool person and even funny at times but the way you act and boss people around piss me off. You really need to learn how to control your temper too! I understand it’s reasonable to be mad sometimes but if it’s one thing, I hate being yelled at by ANYBODY. I don’t care who you are, don’t raise your voice at me if I did nothing wrong. And you always think you’re always right. YOU’RE NOT OKAY. SHEESH. So many times I try to fucking help but you don’t ever listen. I only speak for the majority of the people’s feelings. Fuck. It’s so stupid. I hate everything. I just want this year to be over already. At least when I do choreographing for my church youth group, I can have a word in what we do and I actually listen to what the girls want. You don’t listen to anyone but yourself! If it weren’t for me, YOU WOULDN’T EVEN HAVE THAT STUPID SONG WE’RE USING FOR BOTH THE DANCES.
AUHASDUSDFHUHDFUHDGUHUHAUASUSUGHHHHHHHHHHHAUGHDFUH. !!!!!O!@#U(@# AUGH.
I guess what set me off today was you telling me that my dance has to be approved by you.. That is some bullshit. First of all, you’re not even dancing because you’re not a girl so you can just back the heck off. Leave me alone seriously. All your critics on me just piss me off because why? Simply because you’re just being a little prick. You always criticize my dances saying they’re ‘too easy’ and then ‘too difficult’ and then ‘too weird’ and THEN you accuse me of copying people. What the fuck! UGHHH. IT’S SO ANNOYING. OF COURSE DANCES ARE GOING TO HAVE SIMILAR MOVES SOMETIMES BECAUSE IT’S IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE UP A COMPLETELY ORIGINAL DANCE WITHOUT HAVING LEARNED PREVIOUS DANCES FROM OTHER PEOPLE. AND OF COURSE YOUR IDEAS WILL COLLABORATE AND BUILD UP ON OTHER PEOPLES. UGH HAVE YOU SERIOUSLY NERHVBWERGSDUIDFHIUSDFHDJ. !@!@(*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously don’t see what you’re complaining about. I did the dance. 3 of our council girls said they liked it and saw nothing wrong with it except you. You saw that everything was wrong. EXCEPT THE FIRST 2 MOVES YOU MADE UP YOURSELF.
