You eventually get tired of pretending you’re okay all the time. That constant front you have to put up all the time… actually is quite tiring. It takes energy to force that smile. To laugh and be nice to everyone. To contain all your frustration and anger inside. I just want to stand outside and scream the word fuck until I can’t scream anymore. Those little agitating things seem to build up day by day into something so huge you don’t even know what to do with all this bullshit that has accumulated. Can school just be over already? Can things just go my way for once?