I’m such a coward for not admitting my true feelings to you. I just feel like I’m living in the past. It’s not that I haven’t moved on or anything because I have. I just feel like… I can’t move forward. I’m walking but I’m not moving. I’m stuck in this same exact spot and I just can’t find the courage to walk away to something new. I’m scared, I’m really really scared. I know its ridiculous and childish to be acting this way but I can’t help it. Something that has never been a problem has grown into something so complicated I can’t even understand. I don’t even know what I’m talking about to be honest. I just… sigh. I’m really stupid. I can’t even talk about how I feel anymore.
Tagged as: stupid.
