God, I’m so sorry. I really am so sorry. I didn’t mean to do this. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for ruining your night. I really didn’t want to make you unhappy or hurt you. Why did things have to end this way. The fact that you keep saying it’s okay, makes me feel even more horrible because I know it’s not okay. I’m such a coward. I really am. I hate crying so much. It’s embarrassing and I wish I could just stop but I can’t. This makes everything even worse because I know you’re hurting just as much. I’m sorry. If only you knew how sorry I was. Now this makes me wish I just kept quiet and didn’t tell you the truth. Then maybe that way you’d be able to just be happy. I honestly don’t mind getting hurt by people anymore. I rather be sad than to have you be sad because of me. It’s just better that way. It really is. Now I’m just going to sit here in bad and wonder why I’m such a horrible person. I’m just so sorry. I’m so sorry. You didn’t deserve any of this at all. I’m sorry. You said you understand everything but I can’t forgive myself. I just can’t forgive myself. I can’t.